I am already very weak, but I still hold back everything and hold Yan Jiaxin to the mountain. I have been comforting myself in my heart that "nothing must be okay."

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When I walked around the corner to the living tent, I saw a glimmer of light and the familiar figure. They eagerly came towards me. When they came to my side, I finally fell down. Yu Fei came to my side and cried, "What’s the matter, Lei Hao? What’s the matter with you?"
I was dizzy from eating a headache, but I still sobbed, "Save her! Save her!"
When I put Yan Jiaxin in Fei’s hand, I finally fell unconscious to the ground.
"Am I dead?"
There seems to be a limit to the darkness in front of my eyes. In this darkness, I saw the pure and shining figure. She was like a beautiful lilac in front of me. I tried to reach out and grab her and touch her, but I couldn’t touch her. I became more and more anxious and wanted to catch her, but I got farther and farther away from me. I took one step, she took two steps back, and I ran, and she walked towards the dazzling light path that I couldn’t see.
"Don’t" I held out my hand and shouted. Suddenly I saw the white wall in front of me, but everything around me was the familiar environment. This is the Second Affiliated Hospital.
I looked at myself and found myself with a bandage on one hand. It turned out that I was not dead. All that was just a dream.
Although it was a dream, I was afraid of such a dream. Suddenly I heard the door outside. When Fei came in with a bag and saw me, she had a look of crying. She came to me and said, "Leihao, you are awake. You are really awake."
She raised her voice and shouted "Doctor" to the outside.
She wiped her tears and looked at me with indescribable excitement. "Do you know that you have been in a coma for three whole days? Do you know that looking at you and me every day is like living in a knife? Who is it who would do such a thing so cruelly?"
Just wiping her tears, she began to cry unconsciously again. I tried to comfort Yifei, but I remembered something more important. "Yufei, you said I was in a coma for three days. What about Yan Jiaxin?"
Yu Fei kept crying and didn’t seem to hear me clearly. I held out my unhurt hand and grabbed her arm and said, "What about Yan Jiaxin? How is she?"
Yu Fei was a little emotional, then shook his head at me, and suddenly my heart was full of panic. I shouted at her in disbelief. "What’s wrong with her? Tell me what’s wrong with her."
Yu Fei’s expression was very painful, and my heart panicked again. I quickly walked out of bed and tore it off directly. It was still in the infusion needle and walked toward the outside.
"Leihao, where are you going? You’re not well yet, Leihao."
Yu Fei chased after me and shouted that the doctor came in as soon as I knocked on the door. I met the doctor and the old doctor said seriously to me, "This is just how to walk around at will and go back quickly."
I walked directly outside regardless of the doctor’s obstruction. These doctors tried to hold me back, and I glared at them "Jean".
I stared like this and directly let these doctors stand in the same place for a while before they came to their senses. I have already walked ahead. I don’t know how far it is. The doctor tried to rush to catch me, but he was persuaded by Yu Fei. This didn’t make track for it.
I searched from ward to ward and looked at the wounded and unconscious people lying in the wards. My heart was like a freezer, and I needed an opportunity to freeze it forever.
"No, why not?" I became more and more anxious and couldn’t find her figure, so I was in a hurry and had no clue.
Yu Fei came up to me and took my hand and said, "She’s not here. Come with me."
"Where is she?" I asked to form a little afraid.
I am afraid that Yu Fei will say the word that scares me. Yu Fei takes a deep breath "She is in iu"
Hearing these three words, my heart suddenly lost its original disappointment, and then I said, "Take me."
I followed Yu Fei to the iu ward. As soon as I opened the door, I saw Mo Yun sitting in front of Yan Jiaxin and looking at me. As soon as I came in, Mo Yun got up from the chair and walked up to me and picked me up. "Leihao, you woke up. You scared me to death, you know?"
I don’t remember how long Mo Yun hasn’t shed tears. In my impression, she hardly shed tears, but now she has shed tears, which makes my heart feel more guilty about these people.
Mo Yunsong then wiped my eyes and looked at me carefully. He nodded, "Nothing is good. Nothing is good."
I "hmm" and then asked Mo Yun "Sister, how is she?"
Mo Yun’s expression became embarrassed in an instant and she didn’t want to reply to my words. I asked her again, "Tell me what happened to her."
I was excited again. Before Yu Fei left, I quickly grabbed me and shouted, "What are you doing, Lei Hao? Mo Yun, she is a pregnant woman. What are you yelling at her for?"
Mo Yun didn’t care too much. I shouted "Nothing" to her just now.
I slowly calmed down my emotions and then looked at Yu Fei next to me. I was very scared and asked, "What happened to her? Can you tell me?"
I begged Yu Fei to tell me the situation, even if it is a cruel fact, I want to listen, because now I want an answer, a good or bad answer
Yu Fei really looked at me and finally said naively, "She was rescued successfully. If she is a few minutes away, she will die of excessive blood loss."
When I heard this, I immediately calmed my heart, but just after I slowed down, Yu Fei added, "But when she wakes up, it is an unknown number. It may be one day, two days, one year or two years at worst."
I didn’t want to say the word "forever", but I said it casually.
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Chapter ninety-seven Who are you?
Yu Fei and Mo Yun nodded at me. I was a little emotional and silent. I said to them, "Can I talk to her?"
The two women nodded at me, which made the room free. As soon as they left, I sat down in the chair next to Yan Jiaxin. Her face was still smiling as usual, pure and warm, even after I blocked the fatal knife in the mountain, she still smiled at me and said that she hoped I would live well.
I picked her up, put her hand on my face, stroked me and sobbed at her, "I’m sorry. I’m really sorry. I really don’t want to hear me say I’m sorry, but I really have these three words left for you to tell me that I’m really an asshole. I’m a total asshole. You scold me because I really need your life to protect me. You know, the more I think about it, the more I hate myself. I want to hurt you and make you scarred. I really hope you can beat me to death.
I really hope she can get up and hit me, but will she really get up as she wishes? Maybe it’s a fantasy I made with the idea that it’s hard to achieve.
Now I just want to watch her quietly and watch her and watch this woman who is scarred by me but still smiling. She is really beautiful.
Day by day came to watch Yan Jiaxin and me. Many Mei Yi slapped me in tears when she came. The slap made me practice red. She scolded me with sad words. She blamed me for not even fulfilling the most basic agreement.
In Mei Yi’s heart, Yan Jiaxin is just like a daughter. Although she is not her own, her feelings are better than her own. She is the first person to agree that I will be with Yan Jiaxin again, and she is also the first person to trust me before entrusting Yan Jiaxin to my elders. However, I did not even meet this basic requirement and did not take care of her.
So I let go of my so-called bullshit dignity and knelt down directly in front of Mei Yi, begging Mei Yi not to be sad. I don’t expect her to forgive me, because even I can’t forgive myself.
Mei Yi left a few days later, and some people came again. Xu Mo and Liu Boyan heard that we had an accident and immediately rushed over from Shenzhen. Sebrina flew over from Beijing overnight, and even Nanmu and Jiang Ke, who were on vacation, came back from abroad and asked me to be indifferent.
I fought back my laughter at them and made myself feel better.
Another day later, the ward was beaten again. Jixuan came in with a black face. As soon as he came in, he punched Yan Jiaxin at the window where he had just got up. It hit me in the face very hard. I was directly hit on the ground. He pointed at me and scolded, "You bastard, do you know that I really want to kill you with this punch? You and them will give me a school sister from now on and roll for me as far as you can."
I wiped my blood from the corner of my mouth and slowly got up from the ground. Jixuan looked at me at the same level. "I hate myself, too. I wish it was me, you know?"
"You roll for me now" JiXuan more say more excited.
I’m not in a good mood either. "Fuck you, I’m telling you, unless I watch her wake up with my own eyes, I won’t leave her one step. No one will let me leave her, even if I die."